The
cliché holds a picture is worth a thousand words. And yet,
even the most carefully framed photograph or the most eloquent paragraph
may fail in conveying the essence of a moment or place. Certain moments
serve only to illustrate the boundaries of silver gelatin and the constraints
of language. These moments cannot be captured or recalled, they must
be experienced.
Imagine someone hands you a pencil and asks you
to draw the face of your lover on a napkin. No matter how talented
you may be, in the end you are left with graphite and tissue. The
substance of the person, that quality which transcends the exterior and
elevates a person to the status of loved - this translates poorly to concrete
media.
I suspect this is the greatest failing of religion:
by continually attempting to describe and depict God, we stop experiencing
God. Perhaps the mythical Adam and Eve sinned not by eating the apple,
but by gaining knowledge meaning language and starting to comprehend
rather than experience.
I drove north from Idaho
Falls to Yellowstone
National Park today. It is a place of such great beauty that
it would be impossible perhaps unwise to attempt to describe it in
any reasonable detail. Standing in the center of this vast place,
a photograph can contain only a fraction of the entirety. If the
cliché holds true, then I would need volumes to fill in the blanks
between photographs.
Today I stood on the edge of crevices that descend
to the deepest reaches of the planet and spew
forth water and sulfur. I watched bison
calves play tag with mature animals so close to me that I could have
touched them. I saw sides of mountains dissolving from natural sulfuric
acid and canyons
cut by swollen rivers. I saw the places where the world has ripped open
and settled back on itself yet again. It was beauty so overwhelming
that I wanted in the same moment to both run away and stay until my time
expired.
Now, the sun is settling behind the ridge of mountains
and I am in Gardiner,
Montana, a tiny town of a hundred buildings clinging to the side of
a canyon above the Yellowstone River. Mobile telephones dont work
here, the brick theatre is smaller than most convenience stores and only
open on Fridays and Saturdays, the café serves amazing food at a
pace which reminds you no one is going anywhere anytime soon.
In a few minutes, I will choose a few photographs
from today, paste them with this text, and leave them as an appetizer for
anyone wise enough to come here and experience this firsthand. Then,
I will place a telephone call to someone a thousand miles away and say
goodnight.
Tomorrow onward to Billings,
Montana
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